Life

Being a mom

2012-02-05T19:19:00.000-08:00

Being a mom made me more sensitive and more human
You're my first born..
There's no Trail and error with You!
No more you live and you learn attitude.
There's no more mistakes to be mad a life depends on me.
I will protect you Love You and keep you close to me.
This is a letter to my heart my love!

I can't teach you everything
Daddy is here to help
and so is the rest of the family..
This is a letter To my love and my heart.

H@vin a h3@rt!

2009-08-24T10:26:00.000-07:00

Sumtim3s i h@t3 h@vin @ h3@rt..
it g3ts brok3n and itz h@rd to prot3ct..
it g3ts h@rden emotion@lly
@nd clog physic@lly...
sumtim3 i t3nd to put ppl's f33lings b3for3 min3 or put up with ppl's wrong doing...
sumtim3 i h@t3 h@vin a h3@rt...
i n3v@ g3t b@ck the lov3 i put out...
so in the words of tina turner y h@v3 @ h3@rt w3n @ h3@rt c@n b3 brok3n

D@ k!D IИ m3

2009-04-06T10:31:00.000-07:00

21 yrs old and im still waiting for d@ kid in me 2 die.. Sh3 s!ts in my subconscience, @nd everyt!m3 th!ngS get alil ruff sh3 sm!les @nd l@ugh @ me... Иaturally, I g3T aNgRy @nd tRy 2 dO mOr3 gRoWn up thInGs , bUt Sh3 cOnTiNUes 2 ToUrm3nt m3... iM w@it!nG fOr d@ k!d 1n me to d!e... Sh3s a constant r3m!nd3r of all My HoP3s @nd Dr3@ms.. 3v3rythInG I ev@ w@nT3d 2 aCcoMpli5h eChO3s thrU H3R l@fF.... @nd H3r sM!L3 Sh3 sHiNeS lIGht On mY s!tu@t!oN @nD GiUde m3 b@cK 2 San!tY.... Itz n3eDl3ss 2 s@Y, I n33D h3r....So @s s0on @s I sToP fiGhtin H3r w3 C@n bcoM3 1....
WrItt3n By K@m!K@ W.

SuPpOsE tO bE

2009-03-07T13:42:00.000-08:00

SuPpOsE tO bE sO sPeCiAl..
So NiCe, So SmOoTh, & So WeT...

SuPpOsE tO bE sO sWeEt...
So rEmEmBeRaBlE, sO nOnReGeRt@bLe

SuPpOsE tO bE sO iNnOcEnT
So lOvElY, sO sExY, sO eXcItInG....

NoT sUpPoSe tO bE l@mE...
So n@sTy, sO dIrTy, sO dRy...

21

2009-01-28T18:12:00.000-08:00

How come when your in a group of friends or da older cousin as soon as you turn 21 they think you always gonna buy da liqs...
you see im goin 2 be 21 in 2 days and my friends and fam think imma provide them liqs... haha.. drinking is more fun when you not suppose to have it...honestly i dont think imma be drinking as much... becuz now i can do it legally.... so itz wack now... sorry to be a disappointment to ppl but hey datz me....

Dr3@mS

2009-01-28T18:05:00.000-08:00

In your dreams you can do anything you want
fly, sing dance, be a winner, your you at ur best.
Nothing can stop you..
you have no issues problems arguement fights...
imagine if reality was like dat
imagine being able to jump off a building and land on ur feet
imagine dat nothing made you angry or upset
life wouldnt be called life it might be called imagination or fantsy
dats y dreams are dreams...

alienation @ work

2008-08-07T08:19:00.000-07:00

Scan, Nogo, Fold, Bag
Money, total, Change, Closure
Next person in line

Same ol', Same ol' thing
Credit, debit, enter pin
sign on the dotted line please

Robotic Machine
Enter hourly wages here
A cashier's routine

Time

2008-07-29T21:39:00.000-07:00

Time wasted is time dat you'll neva get bacc.
Time well spent is time enjoyed and appreciated.
Time lost is time that'll you'll never see again.
Time lost is also time you'll miss...
So people use ur time wisely....

Because your not my boyfriend

2008-02-11T11:30:00.000-08:00

I act and say things to you to push you further away
because your not my boyfriend
I do it so often, I dont even realize I do it and I know I should apologize for it
but because your not my boyfriend my pride wont let me..
I put on this big front lik imma a playa...but im not
but because your not my boyfriend my pride wont let me tell you
Your the first one that called my bluff n u dont even know
but because your not my boyfriend you'll never no...
You see when feels get involved its hard for me to keep my composure...
This is the only way I know how to keep my feeling safe.....
But because your not my boyfriend and im not sayin you hav to be....you will never no.

Wordz

2008-02-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

Words can hurt
Word can take u places u neva been before...
Wordz can put u on a spaceship mentally and make u feel lik u in outterspace physically....
Wordz paint pictures on ur eye lids wen u close them....
Wordz can measure how smart or how dumb u r...
A mis spelled word can mess up ur hold train of thought while ur writing...
Words,Wordz,Wordz

Unforgivable

2008-02-06T21:30:00.000-08:00

Wat u did iz just too unforgivable
ur lies and anger ruined everything
We all supposed to hav been family
but i guess we wasnt
We're not blood related but I still called u family
Wat u did iz just to unforgivable
Dat one nite erased everything u ever did for me
Forgivin iz not one of my strong pointz
so I guess it iz wat itz
wat u did iz just too unforgivable
I cant even hold a conversation wit u
even if u apologize...itz just tha fact dat wat u did iz too unforgivable

Too Risky

2007-06-06T12:48:00.000-07:00

It's too risky now.
To fall into the river of you
That flows,slowly and smoothly.

Love doesn't go this good.
At least the love i learned about.
No arguements,fights tears or cheating...

It's to risky for me to float and level with you.
So imma keep running like a forcet,
And hope you will try and catch me.

QUIET while WRITTING

2007-06-06T12:19:00.000-07:00

Writting is something that I do to relax my mind.
To get out what I can't imagine saying to people.
Alot of people wonder why im quiet,
It's because im listening to the real you.
Not the you, you put forth..
But the you before all your experiences good or bad..

People take for granted what god them..
The ability to speak and listen.
we talk so much about our selves,
we don't stop to listen to whats going.
For my nineteen years of livin its been this way.

HELLO

2007-06-04T16:54:00.000-07:00

My best friend put me on to this and I figure it might be fun because she's doing it...anyway. Let me give you a background on Kamikaze. I'm from Brooklyn and I attend Monroe College in the Bronx. Im a accounting major. I enjoy just being me and whatever I want.Im nice until u cross me..........i might hurt u........Being free is the greatest thing in the world. So my blog is going to be free and fun.

New Comer

2007-06-03T11:25:00.000-07:00

I just started this blog...it will be up n about a week.!